!?! AM I A SLUT !?!

Hey Beautifuls, Okay so this weekend I went to my bf's bball tournament (they got third by the way) and my mom told me i had to be home at nine unless i called her and told her different. So it was about 8:30 and i calledher and said it was half time in the champiionships and that after the game we would get dinner and then come home. But actually i was home at like three and i called her so i couldstay till about 11-11:30 and so it was all goin good until Bill and Cindy got into a fight and have decided to get a divorce.( Bill was the one who was gonna take me home.) so he left and said he would be back after a while and so i figured hed be back at 11- 11:30 and i would be home by twelve. OOOH NOOOO! He never came back so at 2:30 i finally just told andrew to take me home cuz hes 16. So he did and i went home thinking that it was all gonna be good.So i woke up didn't get into triouble at all until Scott( my stupid over controling hipocritical step dad) and my mom was fine until my step thing got home and then she started getting mad about it.So any ways my step thing totally blew it out of porportion and went on one of his little rampages and told me i couldn't see him any more. And my mom ws all like" HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT HAVIN SEX"!!!!! And when TheY said that my heart like totally fell into a black hole.I could not imagine living life without Andrew. I am so fucking pissed at my parents .I CAN'T BELIEVE MY MOM ACTUALLY CALLED ME THAT. MY STEP DAD HAS CALLED ME IT BEFORE BUT I WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT UN MY WILDEST DERAMS THAT MY MOM WOULD TURN ON ME LIKE THAT AND TELL ME I WAS HAVIN SEX!!!! They don't undestand that Andrew is the only thing thats even keepin me on goin.That even gets me through my everday shitty life. And if they take him away, then there is no reason to even live.I love andrew with all my heart and i don' t ever want to lose him, i would like do anything possible to see him, or even talk to him.I am prolly just gonna go home and like kill myself if I don't get to see my Sugar! hehehe! Thats my cute litle pet name for him. He calls me Baby.I am gonna go becuz impretty much already balling my eyes out cuz i don't get to talk to him.My parents even take in all the phones into there room just so i can't talk to him after they go to bed.They turn the computers off so i won't talk to him on MSN. So........ yes......... my life is like the tragedy romance of romeo and Juliet, except its Andrew and Jessica and im pretty much skipping all of the envelope mix up and the potion im prolly just gonna kill myself to start it all off. And then maybe Andrew wil kill himself and then we can be in heaven together and never have to worry about parents and regulations and rules.I just want to see my SUGAR!!!!!!!!! Okay im reallly cryin now so im gonna go get a tissue ......................................................... xoxo Jessica xoxo